Yesterday, a friend gave me a great idea that I found intriguing... One of my multiple personalities, Valkyrie (Val), in particular enjoyed the idea of having an outlet for all of her viciousness and ill intentions.
First, a little about myself in toto. I am old enough to be jaded and young enough to still have a little hope for the future and reside in the Southeastern United States. As of late, I have noticed that I have alternate selves: [Asian] Anne and Valkyrie. My boyfriend, and hopefully my fiance and husband one day, gave me the nickname Asian Anne because when I am around him, I smile so much my eyes are crinkled. This is the extreme happiness. Valkyrie, on the other hand, is a vicious, harmful, and negative dark side that I have tried for many years to control. My attempts have been futile and I have run out of options.
Secondly, I would like to point out that "vulnerose" means "wounded" and that I am a fan of alliteration.
Now, you must think I am crazy. My boyfriend thinks the same apparently, although he won't admit it and I really wish he would. That aside, I obviously have some demons to work through and Facebook is not the place to do it thanks to the lack of anonymity. Therefore, through this blog I'm merely going to share my experiences in dealing with my life as it is and hopefully work through the issues I have since I, for some reason, apparently feel as if making it public will do something.
"Admitting you have a problem is the first step."
I'm ready to do this.
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